New Ficlet

Sun, Nov. 12th, 2006 10:16 pm
alwaysjbj: (Willow_smile)
[personal profile] alwaysjbj
Written for [livejournal.com profile] velvetwhip, just for being her!

Season: Post NFA
Characters: Angel/Willow (friendship... for now) with brief mentions of Willow/Kennedy and Buffy/Spike.
Word Count: 859

Unbeta'd any and all mistakes are mine, and mine alone.



When You Need a Friend.

Kennedy’s whiny, bratty, self-important attitude had been wearing unbelievably thin lately, and she just needed somewhere—someone—peaceful for a few minutes. Just to recharge. Strange then, she thought, that she found herself standing in the hall outside his room. Her hand hovered indecisively, inches from the smooth timber. Like most of the new Council instructors he lived within the complex. And although they’d exchanged smiles, sometimes even a few words since he’d shown up nearly six months prior, they’d never really been close. Not close the way he’d been with Buffy, that is—although Buffy had never held his soul in her grasp; never felt it pervading her, its warmth encompassing her until she didn’t know where she ended and he began. So maybe, when you looked at it that way, they had been close, she told herself with a nervous giggle. Steeling herself, she knocked; a little too sharply—brisker and more urgent than she’d intended.

The door opened and he looked at her with a puzzled frown, before his eyes softened, their warm chocolate depths lighting as a smile gently curved the corners of his mouth.

“Willow.” He ducked his head shyly for a moment, before it snapped back up. Panic lit his features as he turned quickly away from her, scanning the room. Breathing a quick relieved sigh, he turned back to his guest. “Come in,” he offered, stepping back and holding the door wide.

They sat uncomfortably for some time before each moving to break the silence simultaneously. After mumbled apologies and awkward smiles they went back to staring uncomfortably at the floor.

“Are you alright?” Angel finally burst out. “Not that there needs to be anything wrong for you to visit...” he added hastily as she opened her mouth to answer. “Visitors are nice... and you, you’re nice and... Drink!” He shot to his feet. “I should get you a drink. Would you like that—one--I mean?”

She couldn’t help but smile, he looked so—cute—all flustered and nervous.

“Drink would be nice,” she told him, trying to keep the laughter out of her voice. “Tea, if you’ve got it. The herbal kind, not the stuff Giles drinks.” She screwed her face up, her nose wrinkling delicately.

“Tea, right. I think I have some.”

“Angel,” she called, stopping him as he headed for the little kitchen. “I’ll help.” She followed him out into the kitchen, quickly locating the cups while he set the kettle to boil. They worked around each other seamlessly, the awkwardness forgotten as they set about the routine task.

“So how do you like teaching?” she ventured. “It must seem pretty boring after, you know, the big corporate life.”

“It wasn’t as much fun as you’d think,” he replied bitterly.

“Yeah, that’s pretty much what Spike said,” she muttered.

Angel flinched.

‘Way to go, reminding him about Spike and Buffy,’ she admonished herself. She knew the two vampires pretty much avoided each other as much as possible, and with Spike and Buffy living in their own flat rather than in the council’s complex, that wasn’t so hard to do. “I’m sorry... I didn’t mean...”

“No. No, it’s okay,” he cut her off. “It’s just, well we lost some good people—good friends—that day.” He sighed, and slumped despondently against the wall. “I don’t know how much Spike’s told you.” He looked at her sadly through lowered lashes. “I made some bad calls... did things that...”

“Who hasn’t?” she murmured, cutting into his brood fest. “You do the best you can, that’s all any of us can do. And sure, sometimes our best isn’t all that good, and sometimes people get killed, or flayed alive...”

His head shot up.

“Long story,” she answered his unspoken question. “Look, what I’m saying is... Giles wouldn’t have let you guys in if he didn’t think you deserved it. And he sure as hell wouldn’t be letting you near any of the trainees.” She stepped forward, resting her hand gently on his arm. “Would it help to talk about it?” she asked gently.

He caught her gaze, holding it steadily, his face inscrutable as he studied her. He must have seen something that assured him of her concern.

“That would be... nice,” he told her quietly. With a quick glance at the clock on the wall above the microwave he added, “It’s a long story, next time maybe? It’s getting late.”

“Oh, of course.” Willow quickly gulped down her tea. “I should go...”

“You don’t have to.”

“No. I should, really. I’ve got an early class.” She stifled a yawn and smiled apologetically.

“Angel.” She spoke quietly as he showed her to the door. “If you ever need a friend... You know, someone to talk to...”

He lifted his hand, hesitating for a moment before brushing the hair gently back from her face. “Thank you. That means... more than you could know. You too, I mean if you ever...” His voice trailed off.

With a quick nod and a last smile, Willow turned away; heading back to her room, not exactly lighter than when she’d arrived, but a little less weighed down.

the end (unless the muse decides he wants to continue it)

Date: 12/11/06 02:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] msclawdia.livejournal.com
That could definitely be the start of something more. And I liked the totally in-character Willow avoidance with the 'people end up getting flayed' bit, like that was just some accidental consequence :)

Oh, but it is driving me crazy that your lead-in says Angel/Wiilow.

Date: 12/11/06 08:05 pm (UTC)
ext_7165: (Default)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
*giggles* Thank you! Fixed now.

Date: 12/11/06 04:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayinhara.livejournal.com
Very interesting start. I hope the muse wants to continue it.

Date: 12/11/06 08:08 pm (UTC)
ext_7165: (good__evil Spike)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
Thank you! LOL..the muse is a highly unpredictable beast...so who knbows.

Date: 12/11/06 04:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slaymesoftly.livejournal.com
I think the muse should take a good hard look at this; it could definitely be expanded into something interesting....
psst - (beta voice) I think there is a he's that should be a he'd.

Date: 12/11/06 08:07 pm (UTC)
ext_7165: (Default)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
Oh. okay. LOL... when I wake up a little more I'll try to find it.

Date: 12/11/06 04:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] copykween.livejournal.com
Ohh, very interesting! I don't think I've seen a post-NFA Willow/Angel fic before. This has lots o' potential.

*imagines Kennedy having an "accidental" run-in with a meat grinder*

Date: 12/11/06 08:10 pm (UTC)
ext_7165: (Default)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
Thanks, sweetie.

LOL... Kennedy + meat-grinder? I love it.

Date: 12/11/06 05:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spikeshunny.livejournal.com
I really liked that.

Such sweet stuff from the both of them and the fact that you highlighted Spuffy in the fic is just icing on the cake.

Date: 12/11/06 08:13 pm (UTC)
ext_7165: (StupiddustbySS)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
Thank you, my dear! I'm glad you enjoyed it.

Date: 12/11/06 05:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talesofspike.livejournal.com
Kennedy’s whiny, bratty, self-important attitude had been wearing unbelievably thin lately

Only lately????

Lol! This definitely has potential for expansion, but I know you don't want another WIP right now, so I'm sure it can wait unless the muse decides it can't.

Date: 12/11/06 08:18 pm (UTC)
ext_7165: (Default)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
Only lately????

LOL... For the rest of us it has been a little longer (since about 2 seconds after she stepped on screen).

LOL... Well, as I set out to write a drabble, there is no telling WHAT the muse will do.

Date: 12/11/06 08:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talesofspike.livejournal.com
Lol! There really isn't. I don't think you would guess in a million years what I wrote today.

Date: 12/11/06 08:36 pm (UTC)
ext_7165: (Default)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
Ummm... BT?? *looks hopeful*

Date: 12/11/06 08:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talesofspike.livejournal.com
Lol! I really really mean you'd never guess. Let's just say that if I ever post it I think I'd need a new pseudonym...

Date: 12/11/06 06:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] velvetwhip.livejournal.com
Oh my stars and garters! I love this! Please tell me there will be more! This was so delightful and you have both their characters down pat! I simply adore it! Thank you!


Gabrielle

Date: 12/11/06 08:29 pm (UTC)
ext_7165: (Default)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
I'm so glad you liked it, sweetie! I am always rather nervous writing Willow/Angel... it's a long way out of my comfort zone. LOL

Please tell me there will be more!

LOL... I set out to write you a drabbble and ended up with this, so who knows.

Thank YOU, sweetie! *hugs*

Date: 12/11/06 08:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] velvetwhip.livejournal.com
I think you did an excellent job!

Squee! I would absolutely love to see more! I do hope it happens!

:::hugs you:::


Gabrielle

Date: 12/11/06 06:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] athenewolfe.livejournal.com
lovely! *smiles*

Date: 12/11/06 09:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] athenewolfe.livejournal.com
your welcome! I love angel and willow together

Date: 12/11/06 09:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] athenewolfe.livejournal.com
your welcome! I love angel and willow together

Date: 12/11/06 07:57 pm (UTC)
ext_7237: (Default)
From: [identity profile] adriana-is.livejournal.com
(looks beseechingly at the muse) (bats eyes at muse) (slips money to the muse)

Please continue!

Date: 12/11/06 08:35 pm (UTC)
ext_7165: (Evil Master)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
LOL... I've tried ALL those things with the muse before... *sigh*

Thank you. I'm glad you liked it.

Date: 12/11/06 08:57 pm (UTC)
jerusha: (willow smile)
From: [personal profile] jerusha
I really liked this, and although I would love to see more, it stands nicely on its own. I have a soft spot for Angel/Willow.

Date: 12/11/06 10:01 pm (UTC)
ext_7165: (StupiddustbySS)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
Thank you, sweetie. I wouldn't mind seeing more, myself... even if just to have Willow give Kennedy her marching orders LOL... I'll just have to see what the muse wants to do. This just came out of nowhere when I sat down to try and write a drabble.

Date: 13/11/06 02:40 am (UTC)
silentflux: (Angelus)
From: [personal profile] silentflux
Oohhh.... I loved this!! :D *tries to think of a bribe for the muse*

Your Willow was wonderfully spot on! And I loved that line about "sometimes people get killed, or flayed alive" and such... *snickers* Classic Willow...

And may I please put my vote to the Kennedy + meatgrinder idea? *eg*

Date: 14/11/06 05:53 am (UTC)
ext_7165: (Default)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
Thank you. LOL.. Kennedy + meat grinder seems to be a popular idea.

Date: 13/11/06 06:40 pm (UTC)
ext_11604: (Default)
From: [identity profile] effulgent-girl.livejournal.com
I didn't know if I'd like Willow/Angel, even just friendship, but that was nice. Plus the little Spuffy sneaked in there made it quite enjoyable. I still don't understand Kennedy. She's really the only character I never got, and while I don't get her, I never hated her but I see no purpose. I really feel Will dumped her after Chosen but then there's Andrew w/ his stories, so.

Date: 14/11/06 05:58 am (UTC)
ext_7165: (StupiddustbySS)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it... writing Willow/Angel is probably as far outside my comfort zone as I can get (other than writing AtS fic because I hardly watched that and am not at all comfortable with writing the characters).

I think maybe the reason people either strongly dislike Kennedy, or have no feelings about her one way or the other is that she was one of the characters on the show who really didn't have any depth... all she did was act like a brat but we never knew why or got to know her at all.

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