alwaysjbj

These two drabbles were witten for the open_on_sunday drabble community. The theme for the week is 'Addictions'
They are both Spuffy although the first one is a little dark.

Title: To feel
Rating: MA 15+
Author: Always_jbj
Warning: Quite dark

To Feel

Her fists struck repeatedly, the sound of her blows echoing back to her, strong and solid. As each forceful blow struck its unprotesting target it released more of the wondrous endorphins that dulled the pain clutching almost constantly at her heart. Her hands ached, the knuckles bruising from the repeated impact and she welcomed the pain as proof that she was real; was more than the empty, numb shell that had crawled out of what should have been its eternal resting place. She drew back to strike again, relishing the momentary feeling of power and life that the violence brought.

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Title: A Different Sort of Drug (thank you amybnnyc for the title!! *hugs*)
Rating: G
Author: Always_jbj
Pairing:S/B
Warning: None this time.

A Different Sort of Drug

Its warmth spread throughout his body, infiltrating every crevice of his being until he felt he would burst with it. He brushed gentle kisses against her hair, murmuring soft words of devotion as she slept, her strong little hand resting against his unbeating heart. His eyes drifted slowly closed, even as he fought to remain alert, to commit every second to memory for all eternity. Spike surrendered to her presence; her unique scent, the soothing rhythm of her heart, the gentle sound of her breath, the warmth of her body and that which he had craved throughout his existence. Love.